"NEW RHYTHM HEAVEN LET'S GOOOOOOOO" - Video Games

✩ I've been waiting for so long...... so so long... and it's here (coming next year). I've just watched the new nintedo direct (came out today) and I have never stimmed this much before. AHHHH SO EXCITEDDDD!!! There's a Patapon (1+2) port coming out too!! (In a couple months actually!) I'm wayyyy too excited right now. Tomodachi life too but I didn't care about that as much as I did Rhythm Heaven. (Always wanted to play it but never did... so I was waiting for a new Tomodachi too.) AHHHHH CAN'T WAIT CANT WAIIITTT.

✩ Oh yeah ENA DREAM BBQ came out yesterday!! I was excited for that too! (Though I keep forgetting to actually make a Steam account... I was going to for The Murder of Sonic the Hedgehog but again... forgot eughh)

✩ I love video games.....

"CREATIVE WOES" - Personal/Art/Boohoo-ing

✩ I've been feelings a liiiittle insecure about my artwork (and website) lately. I worry too much about if other people wanna see it or if it's eyecandy enough to other people. (Even if I enjoy it myself.) This honestly might be because I "fell off" as people who care too much about numbers may say. I don't get a lot of comments or chitchit as much as I used to. Though, the amount of attention stressed me out a lot when I was still using twitter (or "X" *rolls eyes). You know I don't ask for much, just like a group of people I can discuss stuff with. I'm pretty sure that's called a "Friend Group"? Not sure though, who knows? *shrugs*. In all seriousiness though, I never wanted a big audience. Just a decent amount of people who like my stuff as much as I do so I don't feel crazy for enjoying what I make. (Which is very rare in the art community online. Nobody likes what they do and they all hate art. At least that's what most of the memes are about.) You know... like a cult!! (I'm kidding... I don't want to be worshipped either. Sounds terrifying.)

✩ And about the website... My brain doesn't understand that 1. I don't even want a very maximalist looking website or a big site either (even if I like those a lot), 2. I'm very inexperienced and am too scared to touch Javascript because of my lack of experience in HTML. SO, I cannot have the Super Cool Dope webite that everyone else has. (I mean I'm sure I still can but it's not gonna be anything too wild) Though, I do need to clean up my coding a bit... too much unnecessary junk. And my front page is too big. Don't like the layout either (fixing that currently).

✩ Ahhh, oh well I'll probably get over it. I usually do. This also could all be fixed if I just... did more artwork. But my brain doesn't want to do that despite also wanting to do that. AUgh, sucks. Sucks so much.

"DELTARUNE TOMORROW" - Video Games

✩ Be still... my Deltarune Shaped Heart...

✩ If you couldn't already tell from my Berdly themed blog page and my ABOUT page, I LOVE DELTARUNE. AND new Deltarune chapters are coming up so soon!!!!! When? Man, who knows. I HOPE it's next month or at least not this month but with the way all of the updates we're getting from Toby Fox, it seems like it might be sooner than I hope. I'm so excited yet very terrified!! AHHHHH FEELINGS!!!!! I have no fears about it being bad or whatever it's just... change is scary! And I know a lot of things we know may (will) change with the new info we get from the chapters. (Also TWO chapters are coming out btw, which may be overwhelming... Then again, it was originally going to be THREE chapters including chapter 5.) But, I did hear that these chapters will be shorter and less full of stuff compared to chapter 2. I personally don't think that matters since we're getting TWO of them. Which is basically, according to what I know, a chapter 2 all in itself. AUGHHH SCARYYY I'M SCAREDDDD.

✩ Ok enough of that it's time for my predictions : I HAVE NONE! I feel like if I do, it'll ruin the suprise. If I predict something and it's correct, I spolied myself. If I'm wrong, I would just be disappointed. Not good either way. Anyways here's what I hope are in the future chapters :

• Susie-Toriel interactions :-3c
• Dreemurr angst... we're getting it. It's Kris's home.
• Secret boss who isn't a man please please preddy please
• Holiday family angst... I wasn't fed enough in chapter 2
• Big ask but more Susie-Berdly couldn't hurt...
• More Kris-Ralsei interactions couldn't hurt either... (it will)
• More character interactions in general I'm starving man
• MAYOR HOLIDAY REVEAL LET ME SEE HER JUST A PEAK
• Maybe a Dess reveal too but that seems TOO greedy :-(
• Oh yeah and i guess more about the lore i guess *vibrating in place*

✩ I also hope I can see my children again,, mainly Susie and Berdly,, Susie is a given considering her role as the deuteragonist. Obviously she'd be there in at least ONE of the chapters. Berdly is like... dead in one of the routes so I'm less hopeful about that guy. There is dialoge that was revealed in a newsletter but after that who knows if he's coming back. I will accept crumbs, Toby. I am not a picky man... but a desperate man. I miss my blue bird son and my purple related to birds son :-[ (oh and of course kris, noelle, ralsei and especially lancer of course duh) (seriously though i miss all of them... i just miss susie more i have favorites /lh)

✩ Ok I think that's it... had to get that out of my system somewhere. Happy Belated Mar10 day! See you next time :-]

✩ Actually quick update on JJK vol.1, I'M HOOKED. I GOT HOOKED. I still have to read the rest of my new manga,, I'll be starting on a manga called TEKKONKINKREET (or Black and White). The art looked cool and the story sounded fun! (Well... fun as in a fun read... maybe not FUN fun.) Can't wait to read it! (Whenever that will be *rolls eyes*)

"FIRST BLOG" - Personal/Animanga

✩ HELLO HELLO!! I'm not going to write much since this is basically a "test" on how I want entries to be like. ...guess I'll just talk about how my site's going,, I actually kind of surprised with how the site is going! It's going a lot smoother than I thought it would tbh. Though, I still have to draw some assets and tweak some stuff... but that'll be easy. (At least easier than coding lollll). I hope I can make this site my own and just... have fun with it! Just thinking about the stuff I can do makes me too giddy,,,

✩ Unrelated but, I've been reading Jujutsu Kaisen! (TINY BIT OF SPOILERS AHEAD IF YOU'RE READING IT TOO) It's alright so far, not completely hooked yet. I'm mainly curious about the curses and the cursed objects,, I'm only on chapter 3? 4? on the first volume so I'm sure we'll get more info. Just the idea of Yuji downing cursed digits and him getting more and more transformed into Sukana excites me a bit!! Totally not because the idea of a human turning into a non-human in someway is one of my favorite things in media..... Though Yuji has of control of Sukana, I wonder if he'll lose it? At some point? Or maybe they could work together to beat up people? Like a meiser and a weapon (soul eater) kinda? Or something? Clearly I care more about the curses and how they affect people than the people they affect,, (I do like how the main 3 guys interact with each other though,,,) CAN YOU BLAME ME?? The designs of the curses I've seen so far are so cool,, Sukana looks kickass--

✩ Uhhh I think that's all I have to say right now--